Cloud Maps

 
 

There’s a set repertoire of conditions and patterns, but the results are infinitely variable. Every day brings new vistas of changing colours, between a towering sky an ever-shifting water surface.

 
 

The mind wanders through clouds. Fantastic landscapes, impossible cities, forests, animals, and strange creatures make brief ephemeral appearances. Slowly all these apparitions dissolve, replaced by extraordinary new spectres.

 
 

The harder you look, the harder it gets. Of course, you can cheat. A photo will pin everything in place; capture the moment. But a tiny slice of time is not the sky: the image is captured but the experience escapes.

 

Rain Reflections, Jacquard tapestry and digital print on aluminum, 41” x 17”, 2021

 

Chasing a single wave, the eye is lost amongst the complex patterns and shifting geometry of the surface. Even with the greatest concentration, every effort is thwarted. Again, a photo can arrest one moment in time and reveal certain geometries. But a single instant is not what water waves are. A moment is not the experience.

 

Cloud Projection, Digital Composition, 2022, Edition of 5 dimensions variable from 24” x 24” to 48” x 48”

 

It's only in these acts of active looking, of trying really hard to see, that one can appreciate how inadequate human perception really is.  Most of the time its hard to escape the illusion that we see all there is like a high-resolution camera.

 

Short Term Forecast, Jacquard tapestry, UV printed Plexiglas, and digital print on aluminum, 41” x 17”, 2021

 

More than an illusion, the neuroscientist Anil Seth argues that our perception amounts to a hallucination. The mind projects a best guess of how things may be, and our senses provide feedback as to the accuracy of these assumptions.

 
 

I’m interested in the that moment when the hallucination coalesces and when it breaks apart. I’m trying to make work that straddles the threshold between the illusion and the material through which the illusion manifests. Lines turn into water. Clouds turn into grids. Waves turn into fabric. And then it all turns back again. Back and forth, depending on the distance angle of view, lighting, and reflections.

 

Sky of Blue, Sea of Green, Jacquard tapestry, UV printed Plexiglas, and digital print on aluminum, 41” x 17”, 2021

Row, Digital Composition, 2022